Sunday, January 31, 2010
Scripture is alive!
In the middle of this chapter, I read the passage, "I'll give you the words." While I blog late at night, I always read first thing in the morning, so I read these words and then preached them, regarding Jeremiah.
Jordan, the verse you noted is translated, "sky and earth will wear out" in the Message.
If you've been reading/blogging with us for all 21 days, you have now established a habit. Do it for 3 more weeks and it'll probably be a habit you'll have for the rest of your life. Please encourage others to join us. When we finish Luke in 3 days, we'll jump right into the book of Acts, which is considered to be Luke II (the same author wrote them both). Acts is early church history. It's a great book to try to live out in today's world. During February and March, we'll be starting small groups in homes. The cooking class will continue at church again on Feb 21st at 2 pm. There has even been talk of starting a motorcycle small group. If you are interested, let Paul Grassey know.
Kelly - Luke 21
v. 34 "Be on guard so that your hearts are not weighed down with dissipation and drunkenness and the worries of this life, and that day catch you unexpectedly..."
To begin with, it's kinda funny to be warned about being weighed down in the middle of a passage of all the awful things in this world -- wars and famines and earthquakes (but don't be weighed down). These are certainly things that bring me down - and none of them are actually happening to me - I only see them on the news or read about them in the paper. But my heart aches.
Secondly, to equate being "weighed down with drunkenness" to being "weighed down by the worries of this life" seems a little strange - even from Jesus' perspective. Drunkenness and dissipation are wasteful and irresponsible. Being weighed down by my own small worries....is, I suppose, also wasteful and irresponsible. I have been given great joy and great promise. Being so self-absorbed that I become weighed down and unable to rejoice is a disservice to God.
These apocolyptic words are hard. But somehow I find them comforting today. Becuase the truth is that I see all that Christ talks about in this chapter - I see it in our world. And though it makes my heart ache and my stomach churn, it is comforting to know that Christ sees it, too. These things will happen, but they do not mean an end to the promise. This pain will strike, but it does not mean that God has forsaken us. Wars and rumors of wars and death and persecution will persist. But God will prevail - and we are promised a place at his side.
Jordan - Luke 21
On another note, I was surprised to read verse 33, "Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away." What? Heaven has a time span? Is this translated wrong? Is it supposed to be "the heavens" (i.e. the sky)? I mean, I know I should probably focus on the meaning and not the syntax, but I guess I've aways thought of God and heaven as always together and eternal.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
What is heaven like?
In the Gospel of Matthew, during the sermon on the mount, Jesus says, "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." He continues a few verses later, "No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."
Notice the shift from "up there" to "down here". The treasures we store up in heaven are not ours personally, but God's (it all is here too). When we serve, either we take the credit or give it to him (i.e. store it up in heaven). Being a governor of 11 cities applies to here on earth, not in heaven. I'm not even sure we can image what the afterlife will be like, but we can serve God in this life. Too whom much is given, much is expected...
Kelly - Luke 20
My Bible notes explain that the Sadducees would only believe the testimony of Moses - the Torah - and did not hold to the authority of the prophets, etc. in the Old Testament. Which is why Jesus cites the authority of Moses in his explanation of the resurrection. To my mind, Jesus' argument is weak at best. Just because God is the "God of Abraham" doesn't imply that Abraham lives in the resurrection age to my mind. But the Sadducees seem to have accepted the argument.
This story shows up in the week before Jesus' arrest and trial in Jerusalem...so Luke has obviously placed it here to focus our minds on what's next. Perhaps this passage offers a little bit of comfort in a couple of chapters of really hard words and stories. A reminder that this is not the whole story - that there is a resurrection -for all of us, and so for Christ. But just like in my daily life, the reminder of the resurrection is a partial comfort, but not a whole one. The knowledge of a resurrection brings me comfort when someone has died- but I am still left behind and sad and alone. Christ may know of his coming resurrection and remind us and his followers of that in this story - but we are still left without him here. Loneliness and anguish for the disciples who had lived with him. And loneliness for me - who never had the chance to know him here and now must learn to live as one "who believes but has never seen."
Friday, January 29, 2010
Jordan - Luke 19
I'm a little disappointed to know that there is a hierarchy of reward for the returns on investment. If you do better than others you get more in heaven? What does it mean to own 11 cities verses 5 in heaven?
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Jordan - Luke 18
We are saved by God's grace. There is nothing we can sell and no act that we can perform that will save us because to live up to God's expectations is impossible. To save us, God made the ultimate sacrifice by sending His Son to die for us so that our sins might be forgiven. What He asks for us in return is to love our neighbor and be good stewards of this world.
Please don't give me what I DESERVE
Kelly - Luke 18
I've never really understood why the prayers of a group of people are thought to be more effective than the prayers of one person. Prayer is prayer - and I never really thought of it as having a cumulative effect. I had always thought prayer chains and asking for intercessory prayer were more about the building of community than the actual prayer.
I don't think this story has really changed my mind on that, but it has given me some biblical basis for the practice. Hmmm....
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Jordan - Luke 17
When David asks us where is God, we tell him all around us. In the trees, in the sky, in the wind, in his heart. Of course, he doesn't really get it (I don't think) but its comforting and its the best answer we can give.
Kelly - Luke 17
It's like the story of the woman who bathes Jesus in the expensive perfume - the disciples complained that the money could have been better used - which is a very logical argument that I tend to agree with. But the point of that story is that it's more important to praise and honor Christ than anything else - even helping the poor.
The same story extends to Judas in my mind. I can easily see Judas thinking of a good way to raise some money for the missions of the 12 by telling the Pharisees where Jesus was. After all, Jesus himself is found in the gospels telling the Pharisees and leaders where to find him. Jesus calmed the storm and healed and fed - certainly he could evade a few Jewish leaders. I can see this story from the point of Judas's great faith in Christ's abilities - his Messiahship - that the money could be collected without any harm to Jesus - and would well-used by the disciples. From this perspective, Judas's sin is the same as the 9 lepers - not placing adoration of Christ above all else.
I've been spending the week singing "Hail to the Lord's Anointed" - because we sang it last Sunday, but we sang it wrong (and by that, I mean we didn't sing it to the tune I remember from my past....don't mess with my sacred canopy). So I've sung and re-sung the song to the tune I like best - and the words are starting to find their way into my head and heart.
Above all else, above obedience, above communion, above admiration, above faithful questioning, above service to the poor...above all else PRAISE and THANKSGIVING.
Eternal Life
But what about the person who does not? What about those people who sin for years and then repent? We are told that they will also gain eternal life, even if on their death bed they repent and believe in Jesus.
I think this is the most difficult idea for me personnally to absorb. Why should someone who cheated, lied or even murdered inherit eternal life just because they decided to believe at the last minute? If they truly believed would they not have tried to live a better life?
Forgiveness is not one of my better qualities. I'm not saying that I don't forgive people but there have been times in my life that I have found this to be a very challenging task. Years ago my family struggled with another family in our neighborhood over many different issues concerning our children. To this day I still have not completely forgiven or forgotten our difficulties. This fact bothers me often and I wish I could get past it.
So when I read chapters 17 & 18 I was reminded again of forgiveness and how we are to gain eternal life. At our Sunday School teachers meeting we discussed Lent and having the teachers and students 'give something up' or 'take something on'. As I am writing this I have made my decision about what I will taking on during Lent; Forgiveness. I am going to ask for God's help in learning to forgive and forget. After all it is God who has the final say and he knows the true hearts of people.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Jordan - Luke 16
"If they do not listen to Moses and the prophets, neither will they be convinced even if someone rises from the dead." (16:31). Out of curiosity, is this foreshadowing of Jesus' resurrection or just a continuation of the rich man and Lazarus?
Who are the "children of light" in 16:8?
I never thought of John as the "turning point" in the Bible until I read verse 16, "The law and the prophets were in effect until John came; since then the good news of the kingdom of God is proclaimed..." I also look at the new testament in the post-resurrection lens, but from Jesus perspective, John has pointed the way to a new life and Jesus is fulfilling the prophecy. John just took a few big steps forward in my mind :)
Our wants vs their needs
1. I am the Lord your God...you shall have no other gods before me (including money, an issue the Bible specifically addresses over 2,000 times).
2. Take care of widows and orphans. Give the first and best to God and share what he has blessed you with. Once your needs are met by God, help meet the needs of others.
Then this morning, before heading off to camp, I read three stories:
1. The parable of the crooked manager
2. An interaction between Jesus and the Pharisees
3. The parable of the rich man and Lazarus (not the guy Jesus raised from the dead...apparently, Lazarus was a common name)
What caught my eye was a description of the Pharisees. These guys followed the law to a T. Every one of them tithed, but Scripture calls them "a money-obsessed bunch." They used there wealth to promote THEMSELVES, not God. During Lent, our Sunday School children and the LYFE Group will be raising money to feed starving children. I'm not sure what the Faith Center will become, but one of the visions I have is a Feeding Children International packaging location (formerly Kids Against Hunger). A HUGE part of my ministry in the past 5 years (since Adi was learning to walk) has been packaging 1,000,000 meals for local food shelves and kids around the world who would otherwise starve to death (26,000 kids under 5 do every day). With proper funding from adults (and the youth themselves...we're going to challenge them to tithe from their own money during Lent), we could be pulling kids in off the street to help package these meals.
$5,000 provides the infrastructure to set up a packing location (tables, sealers, funnels, etc). After that, the only cost is the heat for a building we already own and 10 cents/meal we package. The most meals I've helped package in any given year is 358,518 at a cost of only $35,851.80. We fed almost 1,000 kids a meal every day that year. Between Souper Bowl Sunday (Feb 7th) and the 30 Hour Famine (March 19th)--wow, that's 40 days! how Biblical--could we raise enough money to get this thing off the ground? That would be incredible. If you are interested in giving $100 or several thousand dollars anonymously, let me know.
Kelly - Luke 16
As best I can tell, Jesus is asserting that all monetary/financial wealth is "dishonest wealth" and he places it in contrast to "true wealth" - which is later referred to as "treasures in heaven". I've always accepted the dichotomy Jesus places between "financial wealth" and "true wealth" and that makes perfect sense in my life. But to call all "financial wealth" "dishonest wealth" is striking.
In the past few years, it's certainly been easier to become cynical about financial wealth and the ways it is gained. But on the flip side, there are some very wealthy individuals - such as Bill Gates - who are extremely wealthy based on their merits and who act relatively nobly with their money.
And what about relative wealth? I am relatively wealthy on a global standard. And while I endeavor to use my finances in a Godly way....the truth is that I buy rather cheap clothing at the expense of the cheap labor of someone around the globe. Most of the food I buy is bought so cheaply that it cannot support a local farmer. And I haven't even addressed the impact of my economic choices on climate.
The truth is that despite my best intentions, much of my wealth is dishonest. And Jesus seems to accept that as a reality - even in this story from an infinitely simpler economic model. But the story does not spend its time condemning the reality - - it approaches the matter practically. The wealth is dishonest - but what are you going to do about it? How will I use it? Will I use it to show mercy - lessening the burdens of others and feeding the Lazarus's around me?
Monday, January 25, 2010
Jordan - Luke 15
And then, I thought of something that made me smile. My great-grandfather lived in Peoria, IL and I have fond memories of going to visit him with my family while growing up. As the family story goes, when my Great Grandpa knew we were coming, he would wake up early and start a batch of goulash and then sit in a rocking chair on his porch and wait for us...for hours. We would joke that he would start waiting for us the next time the moment we left. What a great memory. There is nothing like feeling welcome and appreciated.
Kelly - Luke 15
Todd wandered....on all fours, between and under the pews. Crawling inbetween the legs and purses of the congregation - under one pew and across the aisle to disturb the next section. The congregration jumped and laughed and was quite startled. And so were we...Todd had not done this during the dress rehearsal. As he wandered, we had to keep singing about the lost sheep without breaking into laughter ourselves, even though half the congregation was in stictches. And poor Jake had to walk around and pretend to look for this sheep - but it was fully obvious to everyone exactly where the sheep was - he was next to the legs of the woman who just shrieked.
At the end of each song (the lost coin, lost sheep, lost son) we sang a song entitled "Let's have a party!!" About the joy of finding what was lost.
These memories and that song are important to me...because sometimes I forget to revel in the joy. Let's have a party! let's make a racket! Let's disturb the congregation and crack up laughing! We have great joy....and I for one need to celebrate more.
The Prodigal Father
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Jordan - Luke 13-14
Yesterday, I was at the synod's budget hearing and it is hard to notice how much everyone is cutting back. All of the ministries of the church have been asked to reduce their budgets as much as possible. One of the presenters described the church like the fingers on the hand. The pointer finger represents our constant focus on Christ. The middle finger symbolizes that we are surrounded by community. The ring finger indicates how we are committed to one another. The thumb wraps them all in God's love. But the pinky finger, that is as important as the rest because it symbolizes the bud of new growth. It is so important that at this point in the history of our Church that we focus on new growth, outreach and change. The idea of change is such a powerful thing, especially change through God.
Kelly - Luke 14
These words hit very close to home...and I'm not sure what to do with them. Sometimes the cost is just too high. When I was in college and first looking at seminary, a friend told me to be careful - I was answering the call of a God who crucified his own son. At the time I brushed the words off, attributing them to someone who was struggling and somewhat bitter about her own faith. But I have come to struggle with the same issues - and in some ways her bitterness has become like my own. Can I follow a path that may lead to crucifixion? Can I carry a cross?
I can leave my comfort zone, I can follow God and obey, I can bring good news into places that scare me, and I can be faithful in very hard times. But I have come to see that there are things I cannot or will not sacrifice to follow God's call. And I continually struggle to figure out if God is truly calling me in that direction or not. Am I unfaithful? Am I weak? Or is God's call different from what I thought it was?
I will not sacrifice my family's ultimate well-being for the sake of serving Christ's church or God's mission. If that means that I am in direct disobedience to the words of 14:26, then I am. I will not sacrifice the growth of my children's faith in God for someone else's faith in God. I'm not sure that there's ever a clear decision to be made between those two - one or the other - but the area can get very foggy sometimes.
Is my commitment to my children's well-being and faith greater than my own commitment to following Christ? And if so, is that sin?
I have estimated the cost. And I must admit I am scared and confused.
Our place in the kingdom...
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Kelly - Luke 13
I noticed in v. 31 that some Pharisees came to warn him so that he might flee from Herod...again, Pharisees trying to do the right thing, just like in ch.11 - not what I'm used to from the gospel accounts of the Pharisees.
As for implications for my life...more of the same. The narrow door/the potential for gnashing of teeth even among those who ate and drank with Christ and heard his teaching --- sounds like more "woe to you". I must admit, I'm beginning to feel like I'm being hit over the head with a sledgehammer. It's probably what I need, since there are still aspects of my life that aren't in line with the message of Luke....but I'm also afraid I'm beginning to tune it out. Like I've been cramming for a math final - and after the day of the test I just want to forget all about differential equations - not sure what the long-term impact of these words will be.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Jordan - Luke 12
What I loved about reading this chapter is that I think it pinpoints Luke's characterization of Jesus. "Do you think that I have come to bring peace on the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division!" (12:51). Jesus came to make these people, and us, think! How Lutheran is that? I think that this quote justifies a bit of the attitude that Jesus has throughout the gospel of Luke. He scolds random people and answers questions with bigger questions and "Woe to you." He's not here to leave a trail of bunnies and roses, he is here to challenge and tell us to be unsatisfied with the injustices in the world.
Kelly - Luke 12
In the United Methodist Church, clergy are "fully itinerant" - which means you serve the church within the conference (Synod) that the Bishop tells you to...similar to the Roman Catholic Church. I learned a good deal about trust and obedience to God in that process. Every year, about March or April, a call from the Bishop's office could upend your life...all pastors begin their new pastorates on July 1. The amount of uncertainty in that time period of where you'll be living and what you'll be doing in the next months is pretty high. And though there are some very good reasons for itinterancy (theologically and adminstratively), the issues become overwhelmingly more complex for the modern family. Trust in God - though in practicality this is not the same thing as trusting in the church - the lesson in relinquishing personal control is the same. God will provide good things.
It is hard to trust God with my life, it is much harder to trust God with my children's lives. And yet God loves them more than I do.
So what sort of treasures am I teaching them about? I do not believe their education is focusing too much on monetary gain. Our family tends to focus more on academics and "well-roundedness." But today's scripture is a reminder that faith trumps all that. That their faith education is paramount.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Jordan - Luke 11
What caught my eye today was verses 24-26. These verses talk about an unclean spirit that has been cast out of a person but returns and brings friends. I think the message here is the danger of complacency. Going through the motions because you forget "the main thing." Everyone needs to refocus every once in a while just to make sure that they are on the right path. Later, Jesus reminds us to "consider whether the light in you is not darkness" (11:36) because while the bright shiny road in front of us might seem like the right path, God may be steering us down the road less traveled.
You know, my sister-in-law just became a lawyer, poor lawyers. I had no idea they build tombs for prophets, I'm gonna have to talk to her about that and see if she is still hiding the key of knowledge...
Ask for what you NEED
Luke 11
Kelly - Luke 11
In just the last chapter, Jesus answers the questions of a lawyer seeking salvation with the story of the good samaritan. Here, another lawyer calls him "teacher" - implying that he's serious about wanting to follow Christ on some level. And rather than encourage the Pharisee who wants to know more of Jesus (whatever his motivation) and the lawyer who's asking questions - Jesus goes straight to "woe to you!" Brings home the impact of those words!
So, regardless of my willingness to learn and follow, I am not immune from the "woe to you"s of Luke. Despite my reliance on the promises of Christ, I can receive a "woe to you". I need to take the care of the powerless pretty seriously.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Feeding of the 20,000
Someone to walk with
Kelly - Luke 10
"Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; there is need of only one thing" (vv. 41-42). I am a Martha. There is so much to do! And while so many of the things that distract me are frivolous and unimportant - many of the things that distract me aren't. It's difficult to remember that it is crucial to take the time to be with God when there's so many things I'd rather be doing. I'd rather be working to bring justice to the poor. I'd rather be spending time with someone who's lonely. I'd rather be teaching, talking, acting....not listening, reading, praying.
The truth is, though, that I have time for both. I'd like to convince myself that I avoid simply BEING with God because I'm busy DOING for God....but I'm usually avoiding BEING with God because I'd like to watch TV.
Rose, Luke 9
What about the women and children? Why aren't they mentioned during the feeding of the 5000 men?
So, Jordan, Kelly, and Pastor Matthew with your study Bibles, does the Greek word translated as men mean everybody or just men?
Posted on her behalf by Marcus.
Jordan - Luke 10
So many times it is important to remind oneself of this. Sometimes the main thing is family, sometimes it is a friend in need, but all the time it is Jesus and God's love. I haven't thought of that quote in years! After a quick google just now, I found that it is attributed to Dr. Stephen Covey who, you might know, is author of "The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People." I am just assuming that the credit to Dr. Covey is accurate, but I am pretty sure he would consider Jesus a highly effective "person!!"
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Going where you may not want to
Turning from the miraculous to the mysterious...I'm pondering Christ's opposite responses to people's willingness to follow his call. The herd of pigs guy, once he's not naked and demon possessed anymore, asks to go with him and Jesus says, "Go home and tell everything God did in you." In the next chapter, he asks someone to follow him and he says, "Certainly, but first excuse me for a couple of days, please. I have to make arrangements for my father's funeral."Jesus refused. "First things first. Your business is life, not death. And life is urgent: Announce God's kingdom!" Ouch! Hard words on a week I have a funeral.
Then another said, "I'm ready to follow you, Master, but first excuse me while I get things straightened out at home."Jesus said, "No procrastination. No backward looks. You can't put God's kingdom off till tomorrow. Seize the day." What about going home to share the good news?
It all comes down to Christ's words to his disciples, "You're not in the driver's seat—I am. Don't run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to finding yourself, your true self." Throughout our lives of faith, Christ's Spirit will lead us to where we may not want to go...at least initially. But there is no more fulfilling way to lead your life than following Jesus from this world to the next.
Jordan - Luke 9
Imagine if we could fill the baskets of people in Haiti in such a way that it was if we were feeding the Five Thousand. Donations of food, materials, and time in such abundance that at the end of the recovery, we would have as much as we started with to give to other nations in need. In case you are interested, here are a couple links to get started :)
http://www.google.com/relief/haitiearthquake/
https://www.thrivent.com/helpinghaiti/index.html
Kelly, Luke 9
Jesus is Son of God/Son of Man, fully human/fully divine. And like pretty much ever other Christian, I can accept that line, focus on part of it at a time, and struggle to wrap my mind around the full truth of it. But it always seems strange to me that while he's walking around on earth and talking with his disciples and curing some very physical diseases, Jesus keeps reminding everyone that he is a Son of Man - seems like that would be the most obvious part of his identity in this setting. Is Luke using this title to keep the church grounded in the physical realities of faith? Were the followers of Jesus at this time in danger of becoming too spiritualistic in his mind?
Rose's godmother is a bit of a Christian mystic, and the differences in the way she approaches her faith and I approach mine can be striking at times. Perhaps I've never really taken to the title "Son of Man" because that isn't where my faith needs to be stretched. Honestly, the opposite is more likely true. I need to spend more time in prayer, more time in awe, and more time with God's mysteries. Luke's work to ground me in the practical aspects of faith in Christ don't strike me because, in this case, he's preaching to the choir.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Jordan - Luke 8
The story of the little girl being brought back to life is one of my favorites. Mostly because in Mark, the words used are "Talitha cum" (Little girl, get up!). My god-daughter is named Talitha, coming from this story. She, and the story, have a special place in my heart. And to tie it all together with the rest of the chapter, she is certainly good soil. May she continue to grow in faith and love!
Kelly - Lk 8
My second impression is a long-time soapbox issue of mine - and since this is a blog, I feel fully entitled to jump back up on that soapbox. The parable of the sower is a generally well-known parable in the church. But those who talk about it tend to talk about the importance of being the right kind of seed in the right kind of soil - surrounding ourselves with those things that will help us grow in Christ and nurture our faith. I like to look at it from another view. We can't always control where we are, or what kind of seed we are -and God can bring growth anywhere from anything. It's not the parable of the seed - it's the parable of the sower. It's a challenge for us to spread the gospel, plant the seeds - everywhere and anywhere - and trust God for growth. I think it's especially important for Faith Lutheran - which has seeds to share - to be challenged a bit more into throwing them out there. And it's important for me - to move a bit beyond my comfort zone and into God's expectations.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Jordan - Luke 7
How incredible/terrible it must have been to see a man raised from the dead! A complete reversal of the understanding of mortality. Death is supposed to be forever but on this day in Nain a man named Jesus happened to be in town and was moved and showed compassion on the man's mother and brought him back to life. Can you imagine what that would be like today? CNN would be all over the story and Twitter would be chock full of crazy headlines and misinformation. The word about him would spread about the world in under 2 minutes as long as someone had an iPhone to record the event and put it on youtube. Then, the aftermath of what was just seen; people would go nuts to see these guys, the one called Jesus and the man raised from the dead. Scientists and news pundits alike would be looking for a way to explain what just happened.
This day in age, we take "living in the moment" to a whole new level because at any given moment we are attached at the hip (anyone realize how that cliche now fits perfectly again with the smartphone age?) to information and people. Matthew wrote about observing the Sabbath and taking the time to think and process. The disciples and people that followed Jesus allowed Him to access information, but when he went off to pray, he went alone. Do you ever take time away from your electronics to process on your own? I know that to think of something to write tonight, I had to turn off the TV in order to think. All that gibberish about some Minnesota team with that guy named Favre...
Interrupting a funeral
Kelly - Lk 7
The powerful centurion stops Jesus from coming to his home with the words "I am not worthy to have you come under my roof; therefore I did not presume to come to you...." (v. 6-7) and Jesus ends the story with "not even in Israel have I found such faith."
What is the relationship between humility and faith? We claim that "we are bold" to come into Christ's presence - and we are invited to come - but I must admit that humility is a bit of a foreign land to me. I've lived a life where I'm relatively well-respected by those I meet, I successfully play the charade of "fitting in" to the upper middle class, I'm well educated, and have had career successes. Throw into that mix that I live in a culture where we are supposed to constantly prove our own worth - make our own way - and "sell ourselves" to potential clients or employers - - I don't have much experience learning to be humble.
Almost 3 years ago I stepped away from a career and entered the world of stay-at-home mommydom. While I've qualified that by a few odd jobs and getting more education....I've mostly been mom. And in this culture, it's my first real experience with humility. It's not an esteemed position (and yes, I've heard and believe all about the role's importance), and it can be hard in a day-to-day situation to stand straight at my husband's side at a company event and admit I have no career (in this world, no identity?) of my own.
I don't claim that my pseudo-experiences with humility have done much for my faith -- but they have shown me how very far I am from true humility. I really want to think well of myself, and struggle when that isn't easy. So if I have never really known humility, before others or before God, what aspects of faith am I missing? I am bold to come before God -- and I think I need to be more aware of that boldness, more appreciative of God's greatness, and try to remember that I am a creature before the Creator.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Jordan - Luke 6
I like Kelly's point about the perspective of Americans, we may be the perfect example of ones that "do not notice the log in your own eye" (6:41). We are very prosperous and could be a beacon of responsibility in this world. Yet, our education system is poor, we are extremely self centered, and I, for one, would rather blog about it than change it! From the looks of it, the U.S. seems built on a rock, but perhaps our foundation isn't as strong as we think. Hmm, what to do...
Sabbath
Rose Hansen
(sound familiar, Sue?)
Kelly - Lk 6
"Woe to you who are rich" - I'm not rich - not in comparison to those in my neigborhood - or in Boston/metro. But globally? I'm obscenely rich. What do I do with this "woe to you" sentence of Christ?
"do good to those who hate you" -I'm pretty good and not returning evil for evil or anger for anger or hatred for hatred - but to actually deliberately do good to those who hate me? Those who "hate" me generally fall into 2 categories - those who hate me simply because I am an American and don't actually know me at all - and those who know me very well and temporarily "hate" me (I'm thinking primarily of raising a very tempermental daughter here). In both cases, doing good to those who hate me is difficult, dangerous, and exposes me to risk. But there are logical reasons in both cases to do this, besides it being the mandate of the gospel.
"do not judge, and you will not be judged" - yeah, again, I need some serious work here. And I'm making excuses (I need to judge some people in able to make proper decisions about how to run my life....) but in truth I move beyond judging actions and my own best course and move into judging the worth of people.
The list keeps going on....hard words today - and I make too many excuses for my own behavior.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Jordan - Luke 5
I can't help seeing the parallels in this verse and the ones surrounding it and the future of Faith Lutheran (or the ELCA!). One might read this as "you can't teach an old dog new tricks," but I think that the metaphor can be more directly translated in that WE are vessels of Gods work. We can either choose to be old and resistant or we can choose to be loose and willing to change and grow. And yet, we must acknowledge that there are some that will be content with the "old wine" and in the context of the church (and maybe to some extent in these Gospels?) these people are the ones who keep us grounded and real.
Kelly - Lk 5
The story in v. 17 screams out at me today. Although I can mentally agree that the forgiveness of sins is a greater need in everyone's life (with eternal ramifications and touching the soul rather than just the temporary body) I really sympathize with the need for an immediate physical cure. If Christ walked into Port-au-Prince today and started forgiving sins - I'd be livid. And in the history of Christian mission work, the churches have come to see that the work of the gospel is intermingled with the work of creating human dignity and bodily health (and the church has struggled to figure out how to do that without westernizing the world).
Jesus telling the man that his sins are forgiven but not healing his paralysis would be like the churches of the 1830s telling slaves to rejoice because their reward was in heaven. Pie-in-the-sky rewards to help us overlook the injustices and the cruelties of reality. And not the whole gospel.
Luke is the gospel most concerned with the poor, outcast, and disenfranchised. In that sense, Luke is more in-tuned with the immediate physical realities than any of the other gospels. So the more I ponder it, the more I think Luke uses this story to make a point, more than to relate actual facts. In the end, Jesus heals the paralytic - who is now able to earn himself a living and cease being a burden on his family. Jesus is compassionate, does heal, does worry about the practical physical issues that govern our daily lives - but Luke wants us to see that Jesus does more than that. I think Jesus always intended to heal the paralysis - but wanted to have the conversation. Jesus wanted to be more than a simple healer - in a string of healings, Jesus wanted to stop a bit and take the conversation deeper. "Yes, I will heal, and I know how important that is....but this goes deeper - deeper even than what you think is your greatest need - I offer even more."
Benjamin Hansen
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Lovely Questions
Jordan, you need to see Rob Bell's Nooma DVDs, especially Bullhorn Guy and Whirlwind. I have a guess on vs 23-27: Jesus answered, "I suppose you're going to quote the proverb, 'Doctor, go heal yourself. Do here in your hometown what we heard you did in Capernaum.' Well, let me tell you something: No prophet is ever welcomed in his hometown. Isn't it a fact that there were many widows in Israel at the time of Elijah during that three and a half years of drought when famine devastated the land, but the only widow to whom Elijah was sent was in Sarepta in Sidon? And there were many lepers in Israel at the time of the prophet Elisha but the only one cleansed was Naaman the Syrian." I had to preach my very first sermon in my hometown church of 100 people, all who had known my dad since he was a kid. Isn't this Marty's son? What could he possibly have to say about God?
Sue, my thoughts on your question: with Jesus, it's all timing. I just read our Gospel text from John 2 for Sunday. It's Christ's first miracle, which his mother is pushing him to do...changing water into wine. He says, "It's not my time!"...i.e. if I do this, people will figure out that I'm the Son of God. Then he does it anyway. It's so hard to pin Jesus down and when it comes to the Holy Spirit, forget about it.
Luke 5
Luke 4
Jordan - Luke 4
On another note, can someone PLEASE explain to me what in the world Jesus was talking about in verses 23-27? I've read it 3 or 4 times and its not conveying any meaning to me!
Kelly - Lk 4
The scene in the synagogue is the most interesting to me today. He starts off with "All spoke well of him and were amazed at the gracious words" (v. 22) and moves quickly to "filled with rage" (v. 28) and trying to throw him off a cliff. I can't decide if Jesus was just that naive or if he was looking for a fight. His ministry is just starting, maybe he's got to learn some political smarts. I frequently find myself in the position of having said just a little too much - those times when I should have stopped earlier, instead of elaborating and getting myself in trouble. It happens alot with my kids' questions - I should stop at "yes" or "no" but feel compelled to go on to "why" and I end up getting into issues that they're just not ready for.
There is a lot about the truth of God that I get angry about. The examples of all those not helped that Jesus gives is one of those. Sure, God relies on us to help those in need - but when there is miraculous intervention, why is it so arbitrary? Why are some people miraculously cured of cancer and others aren't?
At the end of ch. 4 Jesus is healing anyone and everyone that is brought to him - - but deliberately not in Nazareth. So in some ways it's less aribitrary (he's healing anyone who comes), but still ....not in Nazareth.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Jordan - Luke 3
I guess I never really saw John as a preacher of fire and brimstone, but I guess its only if you focus on the "brood of vipers" and trees thrown into fire. I see this guy every once in a while in Boston. He wears a sign that says "Jesus or Hell" or something like that and hands out flyers. The difference between this guy and John, however, is that John draws a crowd. And I guess, in his way, he is doing what God called him to do. To prepare the way!
Identity
Luke 3
Kelly, Lk 3
Today's reading made me laugh....beginning with a list of the great and powerful - the rulers - both Roman and Israeli, the religious leaders - all the possible mucky-mucks Luke could name. And the WORD OF GOD comes to .......(drumroll, please).......JOHN. in the wilderness. Typical God - using the ordinary - and well written by Luke, to highlight that.
Makes me think of all the times the Word of God has come to me in the ordinary -and I've been too preoccupied to see it. How many times has someone needed some of my time (my kids, or even some store clerk who desperately needed a smile from someone) and I haven't noticed because of my own agenda? How many times has God sent me grace and I haven't noticed? God uses the ordinary - and I keep waiting for the world-shaking moment -- and when I slow down to remember to look for the ordinary, I always find what I've been needing. And then I forget again.
I was also struck by John's requirements from his followers....mostly just simple justice - share what you have that is extra, don't take bribes, don't extort people. And this was striking enough for the time that people thought he was the Messiah for demanding such basics.
I have called you by name...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Jordan - Luke 2
I'm gonna come clean here and say that I have never liked the Post-Communion canticle (Simeon's song 2:29-32) in the liturgy! :) Don't get me wrong, in the context of Simeon, it is beautiful. A man who was ready to leave this world was praising God both for the opportunity to see the Savior but also to go to glory! After reading it here it helps confirm my opinion that it doesn't make sense to have a congregation sing this! While I would love to feel that all people were moved with the same passion as Simeon during church, its a bit presumptuous. To me, it almost sounds like "Lord, I'm done here, let me go watch football..."
I don't want to post this without giving a little shout-out to Anna (2:36-38). You never hear about her, I wonder what her story is?
My initial reaction to the reading was that Mary did not seem too troubled by the news she was having a child and like Kelly the absence of reference to Joesph. Having directed many children's programs dealing with this story I forget the Luke version. Most of the programs we have done go more by the Matthew version where Joesph is more of a prominent figure and Mary is greatly troubled. I think it is good to have a refresher in the difference between the gospels since all of them have their own unique spin on the stories of Jesus' life.
I look forward to hearing everyone's comments and reactions to the readings.
Kelly - Luke 2
This chapter's hard to write on....read it so many times that very little strikes me - heard more sermons on these words than I can count. But I suppose that's the only way the words become a part of you.
Two things that were new to me today: one, poor Joseph gets nothing. He shows up without introduction in a quick reference at the beginning of the chapter - and even at the end of the chapter when Jesus is in the temple, he's not referred to by name (it even explicitly says that "my father" refers to someone else). The man raised Jesus - and did not desert Mary when he could have - he deserves more respect than Luke seems to give him. I don't think his name shows up anywhere else in Luke - just one quick note in 2:4.
Also, I never noticed before (again, since didn't grow up in the ELCA) that Simeon's song is part of the liturgy each Sunday - I believe it's the song after communion.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Passing on Faith.....
Holy Ghost Batman!
Jordan - Luke 1
I'm reading from the Lutheran Study Bible (NRSV) and the introduction to Luke tells me that the account was written after the temple in Jerusalem was destroyed (66-70 C.E.) which "adds tension to the story." I imagine the author starting his story in the temple with Zechariah as a testimony to the historical significance of the now ruined place by the hands of the Roman empire. Later, after John is born, Zechariah's prophecy relates to the author's time as if to remind everyone "that we, being rescued from the hands of our enemies, might serve him without fear" (1:73).
I never knew the historical context of this writing and it makes me appreciate it that much more. The Magnificat (1:46-55) takes on a new meaning when you imagine the hardship and persecution of the times. Its not just Mary's song, its everyone's song of praise!
Another verse that jumped out at me was a phrase that I have heard a million times (and I've probably read it here a million times) but never would have been able to tell you context. Its the angle Gabriel reminding us all that "nothing will be impossible with God" (1:37).
Kelly - Luke 1
My impressions of this chapter today were first and foremost - that it's got a ton of stuff in it. I seemed to come up with a new question or impression with almost every sentence. The most striking are:
Theophilus in v. 3...."lover of God" - I like the way that the prelude to the chapter equates love of God with curiousity and need for explanation...it relates very strongly to my own faith. I feel closest to God when I am questioning God or seeking to understand who/what/where/when/ and WHY.
Mary's initial reaction to Gabriel's greeting in v. 29 (Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be). I've somehow managed to glaze over those words the other times I've read this chapter - and I'm delighted to find that they're here. I'm used to thinking about her later words, and her song - and her reputation of willingly accepting God's plan for her life - the idealized version we've all seen so many times. I like the fact that she began by being greatly troubled - and suspect that the road from "greatly troubled" to "may it be to me as you have said" was not as smooth as these verses seem to imply. In my life, the call of God is generally troubling - God keeps asking me to move beyond where I'm comfortable and to try the new (even seems to have pulled me into this strange thing called the ELCA)....And for the ways in which her life and identity were completely changed and her well-being and security seriously threatened ....I think "greatly troubled" is a huge understatement.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
The year of Luke
Six weeks ago, we started the year of Luke. Most of our lectionary readings this year will be from that Gospel. Please read a chapter each day and comment on it here. I look forward to starting my call tomorrow.
Peace,
Matthew